We
got the bears tagged!! Huge pressure off my back!! Thanks so much to
the Young Women in multiple wards around my area. It was
fast...clean...and quick! It would have taken me hours upon hours to
finish this alone! I have to say that it was intimidating getting up in
front of a bunch of teenage girls to tell my story of Beckett. I was
nervous...my mom psyched me out from the beginning...she kept telling me
to relax and don't cry, which in return made me start crying before I
even had to speak...then I forgot to bring my typed out story in case I
did really lose it...so I then forgot most of what to say BUT
interesting enough I had a hard time telling these INNOCENT girls that
babies die...I actually couldn't get the words out. I guess I didn't
want to burst their bubble that these BAD things DO happen to people, it
just isn't in the movies.
But
my speech was over quick enough and we were onto getting everything
tagged, boxed and ready to take to the hospital. I still cannot believe
that my baby would have been 2 years old. I am so glad that I have
this project to focus on...because it has been pretty difficult at times
realizing that more time has just slipped away since I was with him.
Thank you Young Women of the Boulder Stake!!
I had hoped that my own kids would help but...I think they were playing tag in the gym with other kids that were where that night.
I had hoped that my own kids would help but...I think they were playing tag in the gym with other kids that were where that night.
That is an awesome idea! Beckett is precious. So sorry for your loss, but so thankful to see you fighting the good fight!
ReplyDeleteI saw your comment on a blog about Baby Gabriel and it brought me here. What a wonderful thing you are doing in memory of your precious baby boy. I will be sending good thoughts and prayers to your family. I will always remember your sweet baby's face and the wonderful Beckett bears. God bless you all.
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